As I stare into the eyes of my daughter
My ovaries sing with joy
And oh,how warm it feels to be a mother
Rayna,I call her
My song to the Lord,Queen of my heart
Then it dawned on me
How did I even make it this far without mine
Oh,Mother mine, it is true
The heart never forgets it’s favorite tune .
I long to hear your voice, I yearn for your embrace
Would you be proud of the person I have become
Your memories are a pillow of fleeting clouds I lay my heart on
I hunger for the joy in your touching smile the sweetly plagues my darkest moments
I cling to hope and slow dance as it hums.
Mother mine, strength within the pulses of my heart
The ever refreshing rain that washes away my tears.
The confidence in my strides
Its funny, But…..
Life is what happens when you are busily making other plans
Pain, painful goodbyes
Oh,dont we all wish life never fucks us up
And just like that, mum died
Dad moved on
And all the plans we made together
Now smoke in the dirty wind
It’s funny,
Goodbyes seem to be the new fashion,
You see, I should be used to goodbyes by now
And not be blushing
So do not ask me to open my gates to you
For life has thought me
That everyone leaves eventually
And see,goodbyes are so not my kinda tune
Yh, mother left me withought a word
And all hope’s of ever having a motherly shoulder to cry on washed into the sea without a trace.
So yeah
Take it as though the world ends tonight
For my life ended in rolling bitter tears
A long time ago..
So call me insane, but stop that lonely sound from drumming the reality of being all alone again in my ear drums
For I don’t wish to end another life of mine
On a sad note
Life is never the same without a mother
Is it?
Although I move… on….
Or atleast I try to
Some part of my me feels empty
Oh how I long for her comforting hug on dark nights
Her cheer on sunny
days
And her caution as it rains
So,I sit here, laughing as Rayna plays
But Silently praying to God
That she never sees the emptiness I see
So long life I ask dear Lord
Not for me,but for the bundle of joy you blessed me with
So believe me when I say you are lucky
Lucky you ,if your mother walks around with you
Still breaths and lives
For you have something many of us wish we still had
treat her right
So you do not end up with regrets..
A mother,is just irreplaceable…
Hapoy mothers day to all living mothers
And if your mother is lost in the waves
Like mine,
Hapoy mothers to her too
Dead or alive, a mother is still a mother….
